You know you desire marriage, but not just any marriage. You want to go through the process in a God-honoring way, remain pure, and be married to a godly Spirit-filled man of God, and build a godly family.
You want to break the negative cycles that have been recurring in your life. You do not want to get into one failed relationship after another.
You want to honor God in every area of your life, including in the area of relationships.